I thought it would be kind of interesting to go back into my live journal to a random February 8th posting and post here what I posted then. I now present emo whiney bitch adam….
Date: Saturday, February 8, 2003
Subject: life…..yea…..
Time: 9:52pm
ehh today wasn’t that good. i was and still am really upset, cause i was thinking about my life and relationships yadda yadda. it just really got to me, and i can admit i did cry some. dan asked me how do i always seem to hold up a smile around people, my answer to that is i just really dont no anymore. Cause i can be in the worst of moods but when im around people i hide it and act happy. dont get me wrong i am happy a lot, but alot of the times im not. i just wanna thank dan and tara for listening to me bitch today, i no i can always count on you guys.
anyway today i was possibly gonna go to that camp robin thing but heres wat happened: my alarm clock woke me up at 7:15 and you no how you say ur just gonna rest for a few minutes then the next time u open ur eyes its really late, yea that happend to me. one min it was 7:15 the next min it was 8:45 so that shot that plan. im sorry i couldnt make it tara, jackie, jellie, vezi. i guess it was better that i didnt go since i wasnt in the greatest of moods. then i went driving for a bit, then i came home, my parents asked me if i wanted to go to Atlantic City with them, i wasnt in the mood, so i didnt. i figured i would just be home alone all night, but then my uncle called me to babysit and i need the extra money (cause im not aloud to work at woodlane because of tara lol) so i said yes. i got to drive his car which was cool, its a Saab and there really nice. so im just here at my uncles, thats about it.
I’m happy to say that was just a phase and I am the happiest I could be, great friends, great family, great career…LA’CHAIM!
**I would of posted this yesterday since it was the date but I wanted to get that picture above from the my senior yearbook, I even had them write “emo” adam chazen. (thanks michelle cronin for getting the picture!)